Assalamualaikum...
dear my blog...
di ptg yg sepi niy bersamaan 1 Ramadhan 1432 hijrah
bermula lah bulan puasa pada thun 2011 niy..
alhamdulillah..dgn izin Allah S.W.T aku msih lg berkesempatan mnjalani ibadah puasa pd thun niy
aku bersyukur ke HadratMu kerana mmberikan aku ksihatan yg baek
semoga kau kekalkan ksihatan aku ni agar aku dpt mnjalani ibadhmu dgn sempurna..
aminn...

apa yg aku nk story kn hari ni ialah pasal last weekend
apa yg aku wat last weekend???
emm...dgn braninya aku mnjejakkn kaki ke negri Ipoh seorg diri
naek bus dr kangar dgn tujuan nk lawat fmly arwah
sesampainya aku kt sana
aku tercengang xtaw nk kemana
smpi la aku jmpa kak lya tu
huhu...sbnarnya mmg aku set nk jmpa kak lya kt ctu
ritu dy amik aku jd adk agkt, msa 2 dlm fb
dy kata dy ska tgk aku..huhu
so ritu aku p la sggah umh dy, tido sana
fmly dy sporting nye..suma elex je..
umh tu aku tgk cm umh org2 bujang dhh..
hehe..tp kak lya ada la dik2 dy
sumanya happy gudlucky je,,mmg riuh la..
sekepala jgk dgn aku..
kira bley msok la..
atin, sabrina, azri n bongsu skali yg mnja tu baby/alia
sumanya chill je..hehe..i like..

ptg jumaat tu jgk aku n sibling kak lya pergi taiping
sdihnya bila aku tgk kdaan pkcik kamarudin
n aku turut kasihan tgk mkcik besah yg msih terasa khilngan dan ksedihan
xtually aku dh jdi ank angkt diorg
so pasni aku pn bley pggl diorg abh n mak
aku ska sgt sbab walaupn aku xdpt dy, tp aku dpt jgk fmly dy..
i'm really love them like my own..
aku rasa cm aku ni pn da tggjwb mnggantikan arwah
n aku rasaaku mesti ada untuk buatkan mereka semua kmbali seperti biasa
aku ksian sgt tgk kdaan abh mak n adik2
cian kt adk lin n adik wan yg walaupn bersekolah kna jgk bdikari disbbkn abh sakit
kalu la aku disitu bntu diorg buat apa patot
abh din,,,yg smkin krus tu stelah susut 10kilo..
emmm...

Ya Allah sungguh besar ujian yg tlah Kau turunkan kpada mereka
sesungguhnya kau ampunkan la dosa2 mereka dan ringankan lah beban yg mereka tggung ya Allah
hnya kepadaMu aku bermohon
semoga Kau perkenankan doa aku ni Ya Allah..aminn...

tiada apa yg boleh aku buat masa niy
hnya berdoa agar abh din cpt smbuh dan bharap mereka xrasa bersedih lg
aku rela dijadikan pngganti kpd arwah
sbb sblom arwh pergi lg aku mmg syg akn kluarganya mcm mna aku syg dy..
tp aku bruntung wlupn dy tiada ttpi aku ttap dpt kluarga dy
aku taw diorg pn msti perlukan aku kn..

k la..juz for today..
selamat berbuka semua...
wasalam...(^_^)

Love Just The Way You Are, Muslimah

Damn, I miss it...
The time when you looked so beautiful,
When, the cover you wear was long enough,
When, your words were carefully spoken,
When, your dress was so modest,
While in the real arena you were such a ferocious lioness, a real mujahidah,
I love that time, I love you just the way you are.

Damn, I miss it...
When you are not trying to look beautiful, you are,
When you quickly put your cover down when the winds blew it hard,
When you take another route just to avoid the opposite group,
I miss to see that calm sweet face,
I miss it when your face saddened by the reminders of God,
And I love you just the way you are.

Damn, I miss it...
When I tried to steal a look at your face,
I see tears rolling out with your hands up, praying,
When you deviate the gorgeous grey eyes away the moment yours met mine,
When you take no single glance at me when we pass by each other,
I love the way you talk to me, such composure and grace,
I love when your heart was so fragile to the Holy Words,
I love that time, I love you just the way you are.

But now, I don't know what I am feeling,
The love is starting to fade, or what?
Jealous? Dissapointment? Hope?
I don't know...
It hurts me a lot, it's silently killing me inside.

Every single time I saw you in that apparel,
Every single time I saw you mingle freely without boundaries with the opposites,
Every single moment I saw that words coming from your precious lips,
Please, this is not the girl who I'd known before,
But still, remnants of my love are still there, I'm sure!

I really want you to be my company in this perilous journey,
I really want you to be at my side, sharing love and care,
I really want you to be the mother of my children,
I really want you to be my guidance to His Love,
Even death cannot do us apart, because we will reunited in God's Glorious Gardens.

But girl, please! I really love you just the way you are at that time,
The time when you looked so beautiful,
When I saw you at that time,
There's not a thing that I would change,
Cause' you are amazing, just the way you are,
The way of a Muslimah.

 - Artikel iluvislam.com

Ramadhan terindah..

Jika aku terbang di angkasa,
Kulihat bumi nan indah,
Hijau itu daratan,
Biru itu lautan.

Aku leka dibuai keindahan,
Alam ciptaan Tuhan,
Yang satu,
Yang Esa,
Yang Maha Kuasa.

Andai kata biru itu pahala,
Hijau pula dosa,
Mampukah lautan menutupi daratan.

Andai kata pula hijau itu pahala,
Biru tu dosa,
Mampukah daratan mengambusi lautan.

Kulihat kelangit,
Biru!

Kurenung daratan,
Hijau!

Syurga atau neraka,
Di manakah aku?

Risau dan gelisah,
Resah taubat tak diendah.

Tangan ditadah,
Dahi ke tanah,
Hati pasrah.

Terawikh,
Tasbih,
Tahajjud,
Taubat,
Buat Ramadhan terindah..

- Artikel iluvislam.com